《给自己卡夫卡式的生活和我深爱的人》

I missing you........

    Life repeats itself, as if it has to find a different meaning each time. In fact, I use everything to heal myself, not to find any meaning. But you are there, always there, make me feel that the top of the mountain is no longer cold, and then, now want to climb the mountain........生活总在重复，好像每次都要找到不同的意义。其实，我是用一切来治愈自己，而不是去寻找任何意义。但是，你在那里，一直在那里，让我觉得山顶不再寒冷，然后，现在，我想要爬上这座山......

    How many times I want to learn to try to live without you, how many times have fallen on the way. How many times, I want to learn to face this boring world alone, finally because of my ignorance and stay on the way to cry. How many times I want to end my life, suddenly found that you are behind me tightly hug me, tell me that the beautiful way to stand on the edge of the cliff is to appreciate........ I love you, not because of your body, but because of your soul following me closely. 多少次我想学着去尝试没有你的日子，多少次都在半路摔倒。多少次，我想学着自己去独自面对这无聊的世界，最后都因为我的无知而停留在半路嚎啕大哭。多少次我想结束自己的生命，突然发现，你就在我的身后紧紧的抱住我，告诉我站在悬崖边美丽的方式是欣赏........我爱你，不是因为你的身体，而是因为你紧紧跟随在我身后的灵魂。