Daily diary — 5th June

    It’s a little hot today , I took a bath and felt refreshed . Taking a bath is good for disentangling my mind .

    There’s nothing new worthy to be recorded now . My original aim is to practice my English writing skill . I have no professional instructors to correct my mistakes and help me improve my skill . It’s really not a easy thing . I could use some advanced words to replace the simple ones because I persist in reciting words everyday . I tried to use the words I remembered that day to make sentences in my article . I don’t know weather I have made a progress now . But I think I will keep doing that . I believe that I will gain something valuable for I believe in the power of accumulation and persistence .

    English is a tool , maybe I should learn to describe the daily things in English . If I could do it well , then I can use this language fluently . I am not in a hurry to learn the complex document writing , such as a notice , an email , an essay or a thesis . Though I can’t write my cover letter perfectly in Upwork , I will not give up .

    The desk provided by Ziroom is a little small and I can’t put my printer on it . When I played CSGO , I can’t stretch my hands as far as I can . It’s so uncomfortable . But what can I do ? It’s not my own house , I am only a tenant and the room is just ten square meters in size . I will not pay money to add any new furniture in my room . When I concluded my contract with the former landlord , the old rubbish collector took my cookers away at the price of 6 yuan .

    I have remembered forty two percent of TEM-8 vocabulary book in Shanbay Word APP . Which book should I memorize after I finish reciting TEM-8 word book , CATTI ? IELTS ? or Medical English ? Maybe it’s too early to think about this question now , I should focus on the present word book and finish the current task .

    When your hobby becomes a work , will you lose interest in it ? When I was a student who didn’t choose to be a doctor , I would be happy and willing if I can help others . When I became a professional doctor , it became my duty to do something beneficial for others . Can I gain happiness and sense of achievement from that ? When I was a student , I helped others but failed , I can still give myself a positive self evaluation . But when I was a doctor , I saved others but failed , I will suspect that if I have mastered all the skills and knowledge . It’s not simple anymore .

    Maybe I should try to write some novels and stop thinking this kind of complicated problem . It’s really nerve-racking !

    Good night !