挑战

My son is about two years old, sometimes it makes me laugh and weep all at once.

我的儿子今年两岁多了，时常让我哭笑不得。

Since the last time I came home, it's only been two weeks. His changes still shock me, he tries learn to control his fear to sleep with me independently. I know it's not easy thing for him, his grandma gives him best sense of security.

自从上次回到家陪他，只过去了两个星期。但是他的改变还是让我很震惊，他正努力的控制自己的恐惧单独陪我睡。我当然知道这对他来说太难了，外婆给了他世界上最好最温暖的安全感。

To stay with me at night, that means to face unknow difficulty when he is at his most vulnerable。i don't want to force him, but he looks into me, so he offer to give the request of sleeping with me. at first, we all feel happy, i read his lovest stories, and he likes listening to me.

如果晚上跟我睡，那就意味着在他最脆弱的时候要去面对未知的困难。我是不想强迫他的，但是他还是看穿了我，所以自动提出要跟妈妈睡。刚开始的时候，我们都感觉自己是世界上最幸福的人，我给他读了他最喜欢的故事书，他也确实很喜欢听。

Several minutes laters, he becomes sleepy, but he still was saying:"i like to sleep with mummy, i won't cry", i was watching him with happy and satisfied. When the words went to ground, he was crying with saying"i won't cry".

十几分钟过后，他睡意渐浓，但他还是说着“我喜欢跟妈妈睡，宝宝不哭”，我看着他这么努力，心里既满足又幸福。可话音刚落，他就一边哭着一边说“宝宝不哭”

The challenge failed, but we still love each other so much.

这次挑战虽然失败了，但我们还是深深地爱着彼此。