Miss you in the dark

Sometimes When dark closed  to me, I felt that I miss you so much,  but I know, it must not because i really miss you, just for my lonely. I want to be loved, I am waiting my Mr.Right but not you. You give me so much miserable that I don't have brave to keep going with you. I'd rather be single than being with a wrong person. I watched a movie names "wolf warriors " directed by Mr. Wu.  You are  floated in my mind all the time, i thought, you may be also brave as the soldier like leng feng.  I also want to be the girl who is remembered by the brave soldier. but I knew ,i gave up the opportunity to be remembered by you, not for the reality, it is for you, for our different characters. We can not live together, that is clearly truth, just keep the old time in our deep heart. I will pray for your safety.