How to keep a life

As for the regret to the year

I have the only one thing to confess

I don't know whether I lost the ability years ago

I'm laughing on the outside crying on the inside

Cause I failed to shed a tear

And when I cry , my eyes are dry

Just maybe because I can't use the ability to cry

As says , Angles never weep

However , Devils never cry

I even can't express my feelings about a book , a movie , even the people

Like a poikilotherm , but never change as the circumstances change

The best at fleeing away isn't ?

I've been walking down this road

And don't know Should I stay or should I go ?

Should I have to be a wild believer to hold the faith ?

Should I have to lose sight of all uncertainties ?

To ask , to pray ,to beg

Usually,

I want to drop those off ,

drop all out

Ok  yep  drop dead

I feel like a building just fell on my head

A block. A whole block.

I feel like 34th between Sixth and Seventh just feel right on my head.

Also ,

You can ask me how I'm doing , I'll say fine

Even though the pain is killing me inside

You can ask me how I'm feeling , I'm alright

You can ask me how I've been , I'll say okay

You can ask me how its been , I'll say it's great

I turn my back on everybody even me

I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what it would mean

I see what I've become

Keep on going boy

All I want is..

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