Recently, I have been in a bad mood, and I can't sleep well at night. I always think of something in my heart, so I can't put it down. In fact, I am not as optimistic as others imagine, the surface of my smile seems so brilliant, but who knows the pain in my heart.
Because I was the sensible person, after being hurt, accustomed to take into account others, but It made me feel pain, and I also forget what I really need in the end, sometimes even feel myself very poor, also very helpless.
I often think, I can really get better alone? I do not know the answer, because now I am the only one, I have no support behind, I can not fall, I dare not fall.
I'm tired. I think I really need some time to clam down.
最近心情一直不好，晚上也睡不着，心里总想着一些事情，放不下来。其实我没有别人想象得那么乐观，表面的我笑得那么灿烂，谁知道我心里面承受的痛苦呢。
因为懂事，受到伤害了，习惯了顾及别人，却苦了自己，也忘记了自己到底需要什么了，有时候连自己都觉得自己很可怜，也很无奈。
我常常在想，我一个人真的可以好起来吗?我也不知道答案，因为现在我就只有我一个人了，我背后没有任何依靠，我不能倒下，我也不敢倒下。
我很累，我觉得接下来我真需要一段时间去静一静了。
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